The month of May is my lucky month, I guess. On second thought, I'd rather not think of it as luck but as a combination of hard work, patience and most of all, God's providence. Of all the many things that I do as a freelancer (production management for film and events, social media work, online PR, writing, hosting, styling, entrepreneurship etc.), one of the things I love most and would really want a career in is hosting.
With all the promising aspiring hosts and another breed of mass communication graduates, I'm not really sure if I can rise above the rest. It's not easy getting the "break" that I've been praying for. Apart from that, the past couple of months had been rough on me too, emotionally speaking.
During that difficult time, I was literally on the verge of leaving everything that I have now in pursuit of peace. I was on a phase where I wake up each day with feelings of melancholy. I know it's wrong to question the Lord's intentions but I couldn't help but ask, "How long do I have to carry a certain burden in my heart?"